Bitterness Kills
\nCopyright by Shea Oakley
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There is a certain cold logic to bitterness. Bitterness appeals most strongly to our sense of right and wrong, to our sense of fairness. Bitterness says that we have a permanent right to hate those who have hurt us or allowed us to be hurt by others. It is more interested in past losses than present and future gains. It forfeits hope and doesn\u2019t care. When we are caught up in the self-indulgent throes of bitterness we would rather lash out at a loving God who would “restore the years the locust has eaten” than allow Him to restore those years to us.<\/p>\n
Unrepentant bitterness is the biggest barrier to our healing. To be bitter is to, by definition, remain unhealed. We cannot heal from what that which we refuse to give up. Much of the cure of the soul is caught up in surrender, the surrender of what ails us to God. We cannot be healed of physical infection unless we are willing to let the doctor touch and cleanse the wound. Bitterness is a sort of spiritual infection. If we are not truly willing to let God put His hands on this angry, hateful contamination of our soul He cannot and will not heal us.<\/p>\n
In fact the wound analogy can be taken a step further. Imagine having a cut and purposely rubbing dirt and filth into it. The result of such an action is to make the infection worse and potentially spread it throughout the body. Every time we choose to entertain bitterness we are making the infection stronger within us. This is the patent insanity of holding on to angry unforgiveness. How many of us nurse a grudge? Every time we do we are, in effect, sickening ourselves.<\/p>\n
In fact this same spiritual illness will eventually spread even if we do not actively make it worse by dwelling on it. Ignoring an infected injury ultimately has the same effect as feeding it. Acting as if it isn\u2019t there just draws out the period of time in which it does potentially irreparable damage to our lives. Bitter resentment is just as destructive when left to itself as it is when consciously indulged; it just takes longer to do the same damage. In the end bitterness simply cannot be allowed to be present in our lives at all if it is not to destroy us. It must go!<\/p>\n
But it cannot go if we are not finally willing to let it go. The problem is we get something out of bitterness, a certain perverse satisfaction in clinging to our hurts. On some level those who remain bitter want to be bitter. Perhaps it is the stubborn tendency to want to judge others. We do not want to release them to the one true Judge so we hold onto what they have done to us and blame them for it in perpetuity. We would rather hate them than give in to a forgiveness that takes their punishment out of our hands. Such a state of heart only destroys us, but we do not care. We get some terrible false gratification from letting it define us. This is a particularly evil form of insanity.<\/p>\n
The self-inflicted curse of bitterness spits in the face of both the healing and the Healer. It perpetuates wrong relationship with God, others and ourselves. It is idolatry because the “right” to be bitter is elevated above our absolute imperative to be obedient to God and forgive as He forgives. It is deeply wicked and incredibly destructive to our very souls.<\/p>\n
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Bitterness Kills Copyright by Shea Oakley All rights reserved There is a certain cold logic to bitterness. Bitterness appeals most strongly to our sense of right and wrong, to our sense of fairness. Bitterness says that we have a permanent right to hate those who have hurt us or allowed us to be hurt by… <\/p>\n